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Lady Gaga je gostovala u premijernoj epizodi emisije Oprah Winfrey i princa Harryja 'The Me You Can't See', koja započinje u petak, 21. svibnja, a bavit će se temom mentalnog zdravlja. 35-godišnja pjevačica je podijelila privatne detalje iz vremena kada je počinjala svoju karijeru, kada je saznala da je trudna kao i o trajnim posljedicama koje osjeća radi toga.
"Imala sam 19 godina i počela sam raditi u glazbenoj industriji, a producent mi je rekao: 'Skini odjeću'. Rekla sam ne i otišla sam, a oni su mi rekli da će mi spaliti svu glazbu. I nisu prestali. Nisu me prestali pitati, a ja sam se samo ukočila i ja, ne sjećam se više," rekla je pjevačica koju su u govoru prekinule suze, prenosi E! magazine.
Lady Gaga, koja je objasnila da je odlučila ne imenovati producenta jer se nikad više ne želi suočiti s njim, podijelila je kako je industrija nasilna i opasna. Opisala je i period koji je uslijedio nakon nekoliko godina kada je otišla u bolnicu zbog bolova i utrnulosti i iznenadila se kad je bolnica poslala psihijatra umjesto liječnika da je pregleda.
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"Prvo sam osjetila užasnu bol, a zatim sam otupila. Onda sam bila bolesna tjednima i tjednima i tjednima i tjednima nakon toga. Shvatila sam da je to ista ona bol koju sam osjećala kad me osoba koja me silovala odbacila trudnu na uglu. U kući mojih roditelja sam bila bolesna i povraćala. Jer su me zlostavljali. Mjesecima sam nakon toga bila zatvorena u studiju."
To iskustvo u potpunosti je promijenilo i dugo se od njega nije oporavila. Rekla je da je u trenutku kada je primila Oscara 2019. još uvijek bila loše.
"Pretrpjela sam totalni psihički slom i par godina nisam bila ista djevojka. Način na koji se osjećam kad osjetim bilo kakvu bol, je isti onaj osjećaj koji sam imala nakon silovanja. Išla sam na toliko magnetnih rezonanci i pretraga gdje ništa nisu pronašli. Ali vaše tijelo pamti traumu," podijelila je.
Lady Gaga je nadalje rekla da se u posljednje vrijeme uhvatila u koštac sa svojim porivima ka samoozljeđivanju. "Znate zašto se nije dobro rezati? Znate zašto se nije dobro baciti u zid? Znate zašto nije dobro samoozljeđivati se? Jer se zbog toga osjećate gore. Mislite da ćete se osjećati bolje jer poručujete nekome: "Pazi na mene, boli me." Ali to ne pomaže.”
Zvijezda je naposljetku ipak završila u pozitivnijem tonu i rekla da se s godinama naučila nositi sa svojim psihičkim problemima i depresijom i dodala da misli da je važno o tome pričati da bi svi oni koji se osjećaju isto znali da nisu sami.
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Lady Gaga je gostovala u premijernoj epizodi emisije Oprah Winfrey i princa Harryja 'The Me You Can't See', koja započinje u petak, 21. svibnja, a bavit će se temom mentalnog zdravlja. 35-godišnja pjevačica je podijelila privatne detalje iz vremena kada je počinjala svoju karijeru, kada je saznala da je trudna kao i o trajnim posljedicama koje osjeća radi toga.
"Imala sam 19 godina i počela sam raditi u glazbenoj industriji, a producent mi je rekao: 'Skini odjeću'. Rekla sam ne i otišla sam, a oni su mi rekli da će mi spaliti svu glazbu. I nisu prestali. Nisu me prestali pitati, a ja sam se samo ukočila i ja, ne sjećam se više," rekla je pjevačica koju su u govoru prekinule suze, prenosi E! magazine.
Lady Gaga, koja je objasnila da je odlučila ne imenovati producenta jer se nikad više ne želi suočiti s njim, podijelila je kako je industrija nasilna i opasna. Opisala je i period koji je uslijedio nakon nekoliko godina kada je otišla u bolnicu zbog bolova i utrnulosti i iznenadila se kad je bolnica poslala psihijatra umjesto liječnika da je pregleda.
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"Prvo sam osjetila užasnu bol, a zatim sam otupila. Onda sam bila bolesna tjednima i tjednima i tjednima i tjednima nakon toga. Shvatila sam da je to ista ona bol koju sam osjećala kad me osoba koja me silovala odbacila trudnu na uglu. U kući mojih roditelja sam bila bolesna i povraćala. Jer su me zlostavljali. Mjesecima sam nakon toga bila zatvorena u studiju."
To iskustvo u potpunosti je promijenilo i dugo se od njega nije oporavila. Rekla je da je u trenutku kada je primila Oscara 2019. još uvijek bila loše.
"Pretrpjela sam totalni psihički slom i par godina nisam bila ista djevojka. Način na koji se osjećam kad osjetim bilo kakvu bol, je isti onaj osjećaj koji sam imala nakon silovanja. Išla sam na toliko magnetnih rezonanci i pretraga gdje ništa nisu pronašli. Ali vaše tijelo pamti traumu," podijelila je.
Lady Gaga je nadalje rekla da se u posljednje vrijeme uhvatila u koštac sa svojim porivima ka samoozljeđivanju. "Znate zašto se nije dobro rezati? Znate zašto se nije dobro baciti u zid? Znate zašto nije dobro samoozljeđivati se? Jer se zbog toga osjećate gore. Mislite da ćete se osjećati bolje jer poručujete nekome: "Pazi na mene, boli me." Ali to ne pomaže.”
Zvijezda je naposljetku ipak završila u pozitivnijem tonu i rekla da se s godinama naučila nositi sa svojim psihičkim problemima i depresijom i dodala da misli da je važno o tome pričati da bi svi oni koji se osjećaju isto znali da nisu sami.
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